The very first day of december, i had been spending my time with the sweeties for 12hours. It was a very random final decision to sing k after few of us complaint getting bored at home. I am so glad i did spend my time with them. We shared lotsa SECRET and hahas it was my idea *wink*. Was really relaxing and i love chilling with the right person. Though i dislike 3 gu 6 po but we were for only today. >p en en

We stayed in Station 1 for almost 5 hours and together we figured out our own problems. We shared and we learnt. I love listening to people as i know i must not repeat the same thing onto myself from him/her experience. Happiness will never last long to me. Guess it happens on whoever think they are bad luck-er especially PESSIMIST and I ADMIT I AM ONE OF THEM so sorry. Heard some bad news and i am so sorry i don't know the truth of it eventhough imma actually the source of it?? Feel so guilty cause imma SUCKER AND FUCKER AND BLOODY HELL DEVIL! Yes, i hurt another ONE today =) good right hahas. BUT...i chose not to be so pessimistic! I don't want to miss my fun today. I don't want to spoil my good mood today though something disappoint me somehow. Im not short listed to work in PC fair WTF. FINE.. i should have known it. sienz but so? wat-so-eva..

Last but not least, i want to be happy everyday for the sake of my loved onesss and also whoever cares me. I must appreciate the days i own, the people around, the moments i can enjoy as long as im breathing still. I make this promise to myself.

So, delicated to you mr t, no matter u read this or not, or the ANONYMOUS will tell you for sure, PLEASE BE GOOD TO YOURSELF. At least for the sake of your mum? or your friends? or ME? I was so guilty at first but i must tell myself that i am so wrong. I am a super duper freaking PESSIMIST but i want to try to be an OPTIMIST as we don't have much time to enjoy our life. We only have one single life not plural. Same to you! Sometimes, we have to let things go to keep ourselves moving forward no matter how hard it is! I know its not easy to do it and i might not understand your situation but please don't torture yourself. It's hurting....With loves from pud

STOP BLAMING
and kick my ass out from the current stage
its wasteful if i am so pessimistic everyday
ENJOY MY LIFE!
=)
no one will care about your feelings anyway so don't keep yourself in the room
explore more babes *wink*

原来一句话的威力是多么的强大
原来一句话可以把我弄得那么委屈
如果一个女儿的出现是多余的，是所谓泼出去的水，
那婆婆对我的养育之恩不就是白费的？
干吗要对我严格管教？

就因世间上的人类都一样
就因我的家庭没有男人而遭来别人的欺负
可能你会认为我太多怨言太多抱负太多的不公平
我告诉你，
现实就是这样
社会就是这样
我不会忘记我比一般幸福的小孩更快接触它

女儿的责任不是长大，结婚，生孩子而已
因为我们不是猪
女人是该被疼爱的
这句话是由蛇的爱人所说的
对！世界本来就是应该公平
可是这所谓的公平已被肮脏的社会捣乱了正确的思绪

当女人太强时，男人会投诉你太抢眼
当女人太笨时，男人会投诉你太丢脸
所以我说，YOU NEVER PLEASE A MAN
如果一个男人没能力保护女人，
那你是完全没资格评论一个女人的价值
因为我们都一样是上天的无价之宝！

谢谢风的陪伴
让我的空气多了份精彩
偶尔柔柔的
偶尔强烈的
风的气味
缠留在我的指尖
好甜美
是缘分把风带入这个地球
让云有个伴
让花花草草不再寂寞
当风吹过树叶，遥遥当当的响起，
只有大树的心听见
那是美妙还是哭泣
只有大树的心听见
眼泪流到树根，
让树根吸取足够的水分成长
大树向着天空说
谢谢你把风送给我
好希望它会永永久久的待留
可是
风的流动
却不能时时刻刻的守护着
不是吗？
呵

He created the world
Justice and fair enough
Here we share the air
Here we breath in the same quality of air
We are gifted with different fate
Unfair i might describe the life but it is not the an absolute definition as we are not allowed to make any comparison
We people are born with love
Unfortunately the love given to me is lesser than least?
Im pessimist because of you
Im an extremist because of you also
I feel unsecured because of you
Do you know i love you but at the same time you are such a big burden to me?
I hate your selfishness and i hate your cruel mouth
I HATE YOU WHEN YOU CURSED ME!
BIATCH!
I lost my true love when i was 12, my beloved grandma left me alone with this empty world
I don't know anything about this world
I lost my true love again when i am 20, my beloved DOLLY who always be my side listening to my crap and hahas i know she didn't even know what were i talking about all the time but who cares!I loved to cry in front of her I loved to make complaints in front of her I loved to hug her!
The wind blew them away from my life
I went for a walk alone just now
The cool air reminds me of them
I miss them badly so

I care about you mummy but u always hurt me like no others business
It's very hurt
I am scared
and i feel like leaving you instead of staying in an unhappy home
HOME means burden to me not sweetness
Why wouldn't you give me some opportunity to find my happiness?
Yet, You always remind me of my pathetic life
My pathetic fate

I miss the kitchen
I miss the oranges [fake boobs]
I miss naughty smile
I miss the expression when i am gonna pinch the ears
I miss the 'O..look there!' but who doesn't know its a trick?
I MISS SUNDAY!