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Saturday, January 30, 2010, 10:31 AM
Hang out with a bunch of emo friends last night actually woke me up and i feel like i wanna slap myself gao gao so that i wouldn't be so stupid anymore. Well, love doesn't mean anything. I have no idea why would i believe that this guy is so much different and mature and he is the man i should stay with. Perhaps i am too over into it which leads us both to a hard situation where both of us are so oppressed and indeed killing each other by telling the hard words. I couldn't act that I am fine after every single argument. I just can't get rid of the past out from my mind. Every single seconds of my breath, I am just too worried with our future. Are u really the one who i should rely on and depend on? Well, everything was so FINE IN THE BEGINNING! and soon it turned out to be so awful where the bad things shown up.

Transportation! It might be a very simple word to you, you and you but NOT TO ME! Some people are too blessed with a very good family background who can actually bring you to where ever you hope to go or your parents would just get you a car. I know i shouldn't compare everything with the rest of the human organism in the world or else i am just fooling myself. I am born to be strong and learn from my life right. I know I know. But i just feel that it's so unfair! At first, it went so fine that you actually offered to fetch me here and there but see with ur eyes now!! What have u done and what have u told me? Although u nodded your head and said yes with the response on ur face, i can see through ur eyes how unwilling u do like i am forcing you with a gun on your head. I didn't sleep for the whole night. I am recalling everything, good things and sacrifices that u have done which i appreciate so muchie! Whenever the good things happened, i'd think that wow finally i have met some one who i can really trust on but eff, no one will be perfectly kind to you in a relationship. You wanted me to change my mind to this world and try to trust on u. I did and what's the result? I always tell you that i never want to be begging people for help who would never give me a damn. You are actually doing the same thing in another way though u didn't show it obviously. I am getting mad and mad and MAD whenever i recall what you had told me before this relationship started on. If you fetch me just for the sake of my request, then better DON'T! What i wish is your CARING as in YOU WOULD BE WORRIED me taking public transportation to everywhere especially NIGHT. I didn't ask for more! Just only when i work to late night right? Don't ever ask me not to work to late nite as i really need the money to go aussie! Did i ever ask you to fetch me to sri rampai on tues and wed noon??????????? Did I? NO! just because i know you'd be working. And if it's not an urgent case, I wouldn't want to trouble your sis to wake u up alright. Never the less, I have my mom only though she is not a good mother who i always complain on my blog but what to do, we were meant to live together. So i still heart her like u heart your family. Why should i give face while u DON'T!? I am trying so hard to talk to ur mom and please her wanting her to accept me yet u wouldn't give me a damn for offering her out to have lunch with us but u asked one of our friend and left my mom alone at home at the same time? This is not how you show ur respect to her right? Though u kindly talk to her but dang! This already spoilt everything u have done before! How embarrassing it was! Reason u gave me was so lame which is u made a promise the day before. SO, Can i do the same to your family?????? NO RIGHT? Oh gosh i am SO PISSED! I feel like i am so so so so "FAN JIN"! Someone cool me down please.

Last but not least, I am back to my very origin perspective. Men are liar! Everything would be perfect in the beginning but soon he would not want to give u a damn just like my friend's boyfriend. And i don't want to be in the same case after 5 years. Effing DISAPPOINTED with MEN! WOMEN SHOULD BE INDEPENDENT AND STAND ON THEIR OWN FEET! Don't get a boyfriend in the very first place or else once u step into it, you would hardly leave the game, just like me. I should slap myself!!! INDEED I NEED A MAN WHO IS MATURE THAN ME AND SUPPORTIVE!!