Yest was in
red,today is in
blue~~
here's my aim for d holiday week...
1.
CHEMISTRY-PN CHE MAHANI-Detailed-detailed outline,due on 18th March
-Sasta guide 2007
-Past year CT
2.
BIOLOGY-MS PARAM-Plan the study:Human awareness(wat d hell is this???@@ dunno~coz i copied from Joo nia..=.=lll haha..),due on 24th March
3.
PHYSICS-MS PHUA-Plan the study:draft of research,due on n.d(i forgot somehow...or she din mention d date??)
4.
MATHS-MS YEAP-All the handouts given(12 sets!!!),due on 24th March
5.
ESL-DR SANTHA-Do interview/surveys(50 at least!!! sum one can u pls gv sum suggestion????)
-Draft,1500-2000 words,due on 26th March(i dun even noe d format!!!!i asked for her help,n u noe wat she said??????????"i gave u d sample before,it's nw ur matter,nt mine."@#%$&^*&^#$ who can recall wo?????ages ago ady~T.T)
U MAY IGNORE THIS~Am i too stupid or wat???y im so blur all d time geh????for example...last friday v discussed chem pass year CT in class after few subtopics had been taught.bt hor,during d discussion,i couldn't understand eventhough d answer is given!i think PN Mahani realized it...T.T she called my name to answer a Q,bt i was so shocked n i stunned when i heard my name.i couldn't find d Q n i was all d way blanked out!!!!okay..fine...phui helped me n showed me d Q,bt.....how pathetic i was!i couldn't answer!!!!!i din really understand d topic!!!!mayb waiting too long for my response,PN Mahani answered by herself..so sad..i dissapointed her. wuu~~~im so sry...hope she can understand tat..firstly,i stopped for 1 year of studying,secondly,i studied in BAHASA nt ENGLISH!further mur,chemistry is my worst science subject!!!!i hv been granted great teachers!humour lecturer like chemistry!knowledgeable lecturer like bio!bt yet....im totally exactly nt doing well to repay..PLS GOD~~~~grant me a great brain so tat i can cheer ppl up!! XP well i still can rmb well tat d assistant of director programme(sum sort) was so shocked when i came alone for d enrollment.she was like "huh?is this girl serious?"she even asked me wher was my parent.haha.i could see all d Q marks on her face!hahahaha...quite funny act..XD..y?tak percaya kah??Im playing role as a mum as a dad.im responsible for my life for my education for my future!i get along d way so far i encounter obstacles i hv gone through all these years,all by myself!!watelse can stop me now?!?!?!
NOTHING! YEAH! im self-consoling now!hahahaha....bt somehow,i lost myself in d sea in moments.trying my best to figure out d way i shud follow on...it's tiring u noe~guys,u shud b gratitute tat u hv parents who hv done everything for u.it's nt tat fun as u think for controlling n mking decision all d way by urself.
BE GREATFUL! yer~~i miss my grandma!!!!!! she's my inspiration! she's d one i live for!
I MISS HER BADLY!!!! hope she's doing gud in sumwher in d heaven~bless me my dear~
LEAD ME!!!hopefully...everything can go as smooth as i wish.yea i noe..im nt tat kind of challenging ppl..hahax!Too many obstacles in my life ady.jz simply wish to get a peaceful life!
i realize tat i like to gv lotz of reasons.....am i?
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eventually,im
BLUE again~
happiness is always short
