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Angels please HELP

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Saturday, January 31, 2009, 12:38 AM
wtf wtf wtf wtf
im going mad im going crazy
my mind is going to explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WANT TO BE DRUNK SO BAD
i noe y im so forgetful right nw
i keep urs problems in my mind instead of mine!!!
can u let me breath?PLEASE la wtf
y m i always be the one who keep all the complaints???!?!?!
should i be proud ??im so LOST!
can anyone be there when i ever need??
its UNFAIR!!!!
even msn has sharing folder which both recipients can add their files into it...
but y cant i deserve tat???
SHUT UR MOUTH UP IF U DUN UNDERSTAND ME!
dun pretend as u understand my situation!
bcoz u wont know!wtf

*no more nonsense reasons!they didnt work on me AT ALL!!!AT ALL wtf!KEEP IT INTO UR ASS
*no more pretending!!!GET LOST OF MY WAY LIAR!its so disgusting when i see u pretending in front of me!STOP BRAGGING ABOUT WAT U HV DONE!!! tat's not even 1 sen in my eyes wth
*no more making use of me!eh i hv feelings too ok..i keep my feelings inside doesnt mean i dont have OK!IM NOT STUPID wtf

#i really need some air..OMG
#who should i approach and where shoud i head to when i need help??who should i trust?
#STOP SAYING WE R BEST FRIEND!do u really give out ur hand to help me???when im in depression???
#i want to vent i want to vent!!!!!! LET ME VENT!!!!!!!!!!!! so FRUSTRATED!!!
*i wanted to tell closest A, she's hving her own prob n how would i want to add on troubles to her!it's great enough she listened part of it already...thnx for supporting me... TAT'S WAT FRIENDS MEANT TO BE!
*i wanted to tell closest B, oh gosh he's the same as A!it's oso great enough u listened part of it though i know they didnt get into ur head..thnx anyway..
*i wanted to tell closest C, but r u the one?will u ever want to share my problems with me?i really want to know the truth..i get hurt SO easily like i said before..now u r getting back to her without knowing my feelings huh...am i spare tyre?those u think of when there's no body else u can look for?dun say im the only one left u hv right nw! IT SOUNDS SWEET BEFORE i realized the TRUTH!!! BT ITS FREAKING FAKE! IM EXTREMELY HURT AND DISAPPOINTED wtf

#i hv so many closest ALPHABET....but who's the real one?who who who?no one's there..its so empty!wtf !will A always be there?will the others be there???????????????????
#eventually i told the latest prob to someone who i never think i would tell.....u appeared like an angel...at least, one little piece of my mind is more relaxing now...THNX SC!!!!!!!!!

IM SO LACK OF SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED ALCOHOL TO MAKE ME SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS THERE ANY ANGEL???????????????HELP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?????????????

p/s** i know things hv been staying in my heart for a very long long time...they are piling up days by days,months by months and here come the years by years........m i able to continue it?speechless.....IM USELESS ARHHH WTF!!!!!!!!!! >___<>

感动得海豚

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 5:55 AM
海豚音
你听过吗？
我亲耳听过
亲爱的
也许你不认同
可是那一刻
我好想哭
真的
好感动好感动
也许很笨 但就是很感动
触动了我的冰心
虽然没什么好感动
可是就是很感人
谢谢你
芊，以后还可以唱给我听吗？

**对不起，一个凌晨里upload了3个post...>__<

语无伦次的你不懂

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, 5:16 AM
我的文言
越来越实在
没有了梦幻没有了想象
呵
偶尔写些让人看懂的画面
也是我的兴趣

敞阔的天台
一张木藤椅
来一口啤酒
仰望着星空

还是

宁静的道路
并不会宁静
车辆不停的
放慢了脚步
嘴角扬起了
仰望着星空

此刻心里没想起任何人
曾经·我问一位女孩·很有爱情道义的女孩
看到星星 你看到什么？
她说：“我会想起他我会想起家··”
是否和她说的一样，我们同时拥有同一片天空
一样的时空一样的世界
会回想在另一个角落的你
我的爱没那么强烈
是孤僻作祟还是孤立作祟
好像都一样？哈哈
顿然·我真的好想好想放慢脚步
多望望你们
漫步回家
忘了社会的危险忘了匪徒的来袭
什么都不在乎了
只想停下来好好的看
真的好漂亮
心里叹息着
虽然你们漂亮
你们也许有你们的烦恼
心情的平静
多希望你们也一样
是平静的

像枫叶划过水面
像鱼儿离开水面
为何平静？
经过挣扎，他们会平静的离开

呵呵。。结果这些的含义
你都看懂了吗？
它似简单但并不简单
慢慢思考吧

Little STARS

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, 5:03 AM
今晚的星空真的好美丽

wonder why..
when there is quiet and a feeling of peace
i look up..
high above the sky
shining beautifully smiling at me
smile placidly at me my grandma did once upon a time
just like the STARS

am i alone?
they seem to be lonely
seems so near yet so far

sry...hee...XP emo is fine but keep it into heart
i have seen this
i think it is right
keeping the truth makes life pretty
the feeling is so wrong
it's getting complicated
grhhhh.......

It's SPRING

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Monday, January 26, 2009, 8:16 PM
Is it the time when the leaves fall?



Here comes the winter...
......................
........
...





I LOVE SPRING

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

好凉

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Saturday, January 17, 2009, 1:58 AM
原来。。
让冷风吹吹
从指尖流过
心
原来可以
那么的舒服
那么的舒畅
只在那霎那

Day trip to MV

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 12:57 AM
Okey~hmm..let's see how should i start my post..hahahaha..
i think i'd proudly tell u guys tat..JUNO's NICE!for me n joo..it's a great movie..but for the rest,it's jz like a 'BED TIME STORY'..hahaha..there is a hidden story behind..it's lame so i dowana wasting space n ur precious time of reading it..ignore2~XD

so..I went out to MV[Mid Valley] with sum of the fanshus n CP today.Apparently,it's for our dear EDWIN lar..tomolo he's going back to sarawak..oops..it's later..haha.. The gathering was great i would say except everyone were late except joshua..muahahaha..kesian u la josh~sry n we luv u! XP let's continue..

we started our journey at MCDONALD [ppl!dun eat lar.."SO UNHEALHTY" (Joo 09)]..huhu..

n then went to NIKE to buy her lovely daddy's birthday present-A very young look sport shoes!im sure her daddy will luv it..^^

here comes 12pm.movie started!haha..met edwin n went in the so 'HILARIOUS' cinema.u cant imagine how 'HOT' it was inside..hahahahaha..till chuan shinn went out for couple times huh!although all of us almost became ice we still managed to stay till the last minute of the show.bt we were so desperate for the heat n guess where did we go..CAR PARK!haha..=.=

after warming ourselves went to GARDENS for TOILET with joo..another =.=lll the rest went to MV punya..somehow, it was my first experience n the very first visit to GARDENS' TOILET!it's much cleaner of coz!im definitely sure i dunno hw to use the pump if joo wasnt there..kesian i~T_T

the next was going to those technology based punya shops like nokia,sony centre and "mac" centre..muahaha..sounds familiar?so coincident rite!?XP joo's looking for lappie n the rest of us enjoying looking at the nice nice pretty pretty new new fons.wah~im in love with the sony T series camera!it's so COOL! the other attracted me was NOKIA-N85!omg..u shud look at its design!simple n cool..haha..okok back to the track..after several times of comparing lappie from mac n sony..thanks god tat little joo decided to buy sony...AT THE MOMENT...haha...AT THE MOMENT only ya~she might change her mind soon..

we then went to the food street [one level above underground=ground lor..XP] to eat lunch+dinner?or teatime?i dunno..josh said he felt like JJ when he's eating you2 tiao2+soya since JJ has a song named 豆浆油条..we laughed crazily especially me..XP

then we went for photoshooting n walk walk..hving fun except kena terperanjat by edw..grhh~u wait n see!haha..i'll fly to sarawak to frighten u in the MID NITE! hahaha..finally we all separated around 4pm n went home after that..

phew~a long "BED TIME STORY" huh..dunno y i feel like blogging abt the whole complete story..dedicated to our vonne~haha..kesian her ada snakes on her skin nw..they r hibernating so nt easy to get rid of them..XD be patient vonne..here comes the pic!hooray!!this would be my first post with so much pics..ENJOY!**better say yes..hiak hiak..

Group of MY LOVED ONE!
I wanted to tk a pic without her-stranger inside..somehow, she has made the pic meaningful..all the best to u~^^

yeah~me with the pretty scenery..ahaha..HAPPY CNY!MOO YEAR~~together!MOO~~

edw's going to eat them!hahahaha

Nice tanglung...catch my eyes on it!

I definitely love this!a beautiful coincidence..i mean the colours...XP

Not forget to snap one when joo n ys went to collect the angpao..haha..TQ chih peng..

This is the MV decoration...not bad oso geh~

this is the evidence where the incident happened-kena shocked by edw..Joo said i screamed so loud...sobs**

Impossible O photo when edw's there..

wat's so happy my dear?hahaha..chilling around..

Dun laugh bt this it my 4th visiting gardens..T__T

This is the tree im crazily in love as well!It's so BEAUTIFUL!n this is oso y i kena laughed by Joo coz of my very tiny miny small mistake..=.=lll

I LOVE THIS TREE SO BAD!!!!

Yeah right..GARDENS's decoration much more attractive and outstanding..

Prepare ur camera to snap the ceiling..this is wat he told me n i decided to catch this scene rather than the ceiling..hahaha..

walao...she rides from penang till gardens neh..

here's the camwhore kaki..hahaha

this is where i fall in love with T series sony camera!!

My house's garden..wat is this?no idea~XD

It's damn HOT here...summer time..
another random pic i snapped..

I HEART THE EARTH!pls dun LITTERING!

Lovely DOLLY came to welcome me!muacks!

p/s** look at her right eye..love u my dear~dont give up!XOXO

Random feelings Random tears

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Thursday, January 08, 2009, 11:49 AM
Friendship

i might no longer understand.....perhaps im confused?

if love makes u tired, then don't love
if hatred makes u happy, then please hate me

i would hate u to think i didn't care u

if u wish to see my fake smile, i can absolutely do that
no more cares no more hard feelings
no more tears for me too

hv u ever being ignored by ur loved one?
it's not easy at all u noe...
it's hurt and sad!
when someone u love so much takes of everyone's pictures excluding u..haha...
close ur eyes, imagine and feel that!
and wat if u still have to pretend u don't care at all and smile^^ after all?

if i dun care u as my buddy why would i care wat u have done
i can take that easily if i don't appreciate u

u can be a good friend, good listener
u have a very kind and sweet heart
u always be there when ur friends need u
but u don't look on ppl's view
maybe u have tried ur best to think for ppl, but that's not enough....

if u are my friend, u'd know FRIEND is a BIG WORD for me in my life...
i can't bear to lose any of my loved one..unless u abandon me at first....
u can say or blog whatever u want......
as long as it eases u....go ahead.......
i prefer being scolded than being ignored..
maybe blogging is not a good option for me to confront u.
I might lose u or i might not after this.
But i don't have other choices and i still have to risk it..

lastly, I HEART U...
it's ur decision...im ur friend or not...

In the moment,
i hope my mind can be like
the placid waters of the lake
peacefully...

Malacca preview

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Saturday, January 03, 2009, 3:24 AM

This is a very random post...
but i need to post it on no matter how..hahaha
IM extremely PROUD of myself!!!XD

Let's show u the pic i hv edited..^^
Well..im proud to say that im the photographer and 'editor' as well....hiak hiak..

Model-PRINCESS(real name:OCS)

I got a scene flashed in my mind when she was standing in front of me..and so i asked her to turn back her head and stay..That's the prettiest capture i have ever taken!!!!DAMN BEAUTIFUL!!!!OMGOMGOMG..muahahaa...SORRY ya..im OVER EXCITED whenever i found pretty things..haha..BEH JIAP SIEW...Don't u think she looks so GORGEOUS and CHARMING in this pic??totally can cover over her "chu lu"-NESS..huhu...(she's gonna kill me..T__T)However,the most important to get a nice picture u'll need a pretty model..abo how to get this catch?rite rite???Im SUPER GAMDONG i tel u...T__T

This is the FELLOWS!!!muacks.....

Muahaha..yea.i shud continue posting up the rest of the pictures taken and edited onto facebook very SOON~hahaha..It's still in COMING SOON-mode..

Wait for it

Think before u move ur body

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Friday, January 02, 2009, 12:15 PM
i know it's only a TV...ok a TV....
but this TV is really different to me..i used to watch it with my grandma everyday..it reminds me of my grandma...the memory is still fresh in my mind...im really sorry popo......

im so sorry.....i do not have the ability to protect this house...even a TV.....only a TV!

the TV lost its body..but the chips and the screen are still there...do u noe where did they locate the TV?............in the big longkang beside my house!WAT THE HECK!!
since the body is made of wood,the wood is just too fragile when the rains come.Its screen is scratched and i guess the chips are useless now..

She's regret now...wat can i do?im pissed and sad...it's very confusing..i cant scold her too...maybe it's too stupid u might think that im sad for a TV..but it's just the same..can u send ur parents away when they are old and sick??u can't and u won't rite?perhaps im too sentimental....i cant bear of losing something important in my life..especially those meaningful and memorable...family,friends and even an object...i wont let them go easily!

but dun worry..i'll throw old things which shud be thrown because i wont keep everything...however,this is too much!the reason she gave is the repairman can't save the TV anymore..so??who knows there'll be a genius in the coming 5 years?10years?she never thinks far and now she's sad for the TV...can u regret after u kill somebody?of course u do~but there's always a scar in the victim's family and friends...

i'll forgive her definitely....physically at least...abo she'll think much much...sigh~im training and practising myself to be a good actor....watever...

so people,THINK BEFORE U MOVE UR BODY!towards ur friends,family,colleagues and even ur love...if u always make mistake in the office,do u think the company still want to keep u?especially the economy is down currently?

alrite..im so =.=lll right now..u might think it's ridiculous because u cant see the connection?
this is actually how thing connects with another matter.....we learn from everything around us...i get a lesson from this...think before i do...i told her the same.hope she gets it this time!see lar...even i repeat the same thing for 100 times hor..she'll never learn it!sien~this is not the first time already....ish.....anyway...i need to shower now.....buai~

hope u learn something too~!think wat u have done everyday before u go to bed..it's helpful!

I HATE U

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Thursday, January 01, 2009, 7:07 PM
I HATE YOU!
i have no idea AT ALL!!!
y things always happen after i leave the house....even only 3 days????

U are seriously a damn big trouble to me!
wat the heck is in ur mind??wat's tat??
can u show me????

do u know it's so irritating?
how could u do tat to popo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can u at least call me so we can discuss about it??!?!
tat's one of the things that popo left for us!!!it's even older than me!!!!how can u do tat to me??!?!?
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

WHO DO NOT APPRECIATE HERE!!!!!!
U R THE ONE NOT ME!!!!
LOOK WAT HAS HAPPENED!!!!!
LOOK AT URSELF!!!
BESIDE of REASONS!!wat can u do????
wat did u do??????
dont even know u HAVE DONE a BIG MISTAKE????????????????????

can u think before u decide something???wat's in ur brain?!??!
BULL SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SHOULD NEVER COMPLIMENT U INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS!!!

IT'S SO DISAPPOINTING!!!!

STUPID!!!!!!!!EVERYTHING'S BULL SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no!
im EXHAUSTED!
STOP GIVING ME TROUBLES!!!STOP IT!!!!
the moment i came back the moment i stepped into my house!!!
i saw trouble i saw it n I DEFINITELY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT PEACEFUL HOME
I WANT HOME SWEET HOME
I DOWANA ARGUE WITH U!!!
U DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT THOUGHTFUL AT ALL!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEEL SORRY FOR WAT U DID!!

there's always another way
u can keep it till i come back...
then we'll discuss what r v gonna do with it..
can??
please la.....
i dun like this hard feelings...i hate to cry becoz of it....
it's new year...beginning of 2009..
can i hv a happy day?i deserve it.....