I am vegeterian for every 1st and 15th of the month in chinese calender. During these days, i'll normally try to be a gud gal, no matter in mentally or physically. I eat no meat and introspect myself.
Since there are so many things happened recently and i admit that im partly involved. HAHA.. well, i find out that i hv no improvements at all. Once i don't like someone i'll not cover it yet i'll show it all the way out as in writing 'i dun like u' on my face. T.T how come??? This is not the way to stay alive in this society ho? However, i learn from experiences and also advices from the adults. Keep urself away when u feel uncomfortable with somebody else. Yes, i did that alr teacher. I avoided myself from being like somebody that i do not wish myself to be. But i know i did not do it perfectly as if i was too obvious? =.=lll ish..geramnya~
Somehow, i try not to judge people as i promise myself early in the beginning before i came to this college. But as what i predicted, i know i can't do that. Firstly, i cannot tahan people bullying my friends who i think she/him is worthy for me to protect them since they are so
INNOCENT!SHIT!
STOP BULLYING KIND PEOPLE LA WEI~ Secondly, once i see sumthing unfair or incorrect, i cannot stop myself from being involved. JIER~ want to kill myself. Also, i know sometimes (mostly i guess..hahaha..XP) my nerve impulses never go through the brain as it only pass through spinal cord. Which means i'll only believe wat's happening in front of me at the moment and stupid me will immediately judge the person at that point. How stupid rite? tsk tsk tsk.... HMMM.. and certainly, i know judging people and commenting people is rude and immoral. Some people who is realistic or better called 'nt busy body' knows that those things are non of their business and know how to avoid instead. Aihz..pud..better learn lo....
Therefore, i feel GUILTY of wrongly judging at people especially my friends..wuu.. T.T im so sry....i know im wrong now..forgive me...O.o k?
Do not judge the book by its cover! (yeah...my eng got improvement hor? xp)
Some people might be awful for the 1st impression while some people might be awesome that me, myself got cheated. Ish....but i admit it's becoz of my stupidity. PATHETIC LA PUD~
as time goes on, everything will appear gradually and eventually u'll know what is black and white! So, at this moment, i really want to apologize to those people who i hv been wrongly judged. First of all,
vonne.. Im so sry that i thought u were 'lala' when u 1st stepped in to our class. WUU~~~'wo zhi chuo le..' hahaha.. U r a kind person n i like u very much my dear (im not les k..) Well u can't deny that we hv the chemistry btw us aren't we? at least sometimes we see things in the same way rite? (am i wrong??T.T) haha..hope not so~XP Secondly,
pig ling.... Im so so so so SORRY that i terribly wrongly judged u at the beginning of the year and i noe it's not reasonable to say im totally influenced by other people. Well, i really really 'zhi chuo' now..i realized i made a terrible mistake.. wahahaha.. hmm.. now i'll appreciate vonne n u much much much more k? kakaz.. n shiuan, hannah pee, sin chan, edwin n also josh...basically ntg odd happened before.. ^^ We r best friends in the class of G12 hor?? XD i noe im narcissism..
Hmm... somehow
there are still people that im still confusing about.. So i hv made up my mind of observing and nt to expose it. get it? haha.. don't blame me if i judge u secretly, im human who wants to protect myself from getting hurt by others. Anyway i know there are lotz of people judging me all the time too. hahaha..
THIS IS LIFE! Interaction among people?
at least
we learn mistakes from other people so that we do not repeat the same mistake on ourselves. So, im still on my way..i'll absolutely apologize(introspect myself again) if i hv md a huge mistake on judging u wrongly. XP
AMITABHA... hahahahaha.. =P bluek..
