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Saturday, September 27, 2008, 8:21 PM

看了一套戏·
偶然的··
发现一个问题的存在。

如果要你们选择
要爱你的人还是你爱的人？

Gentlemen

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Friday, September 26, 2008, 7:01 PM

hey hey hey..
i jz read joo's blog so i wanna to post it too..
i tell u e...
the boys went to joo's house for bbq last 2 weeks i think were very gentlemen k...
they helped to prepare the food..
so initiative...
nt like sitting beside looking at u~~
(i really got friends lidat k..grhhh~)
they also helped in bbq-ing..
it's nt an easy job to sit in front of the hot hot hot fire to bbq n let us eat the food instead of eating themselves...
the should be mentioned one-Mr. Tey
coz i know he was super hungry n wanna eat wan..bt yet he sacrificed his stomach n let us had the food...
the busiest buddy was Mr. CP
omg~~he never stopped moving i tel u~
u can see him everywhere..the kitchen the garden..
carrying this carrying that..
TOUCHED TOUCHED TOUCHED!somemore did the washing afterthat...
Ed (small one k!) n YS also helped to wash..
haha..i cleaned the table oni...
n hor n hor..when i was cleaning the table har,the MR CP rite...
cleaning table oni..also he wanted to do....
my goodness~~CP ar CP~~~
Ipoh girl has the good fortune..ish~haha
as well as other boys....SC ar WC ar KW ar YH ar n Steven was the cameraman!
CLAP FOR THEM!!!PIAK PIAK PIAK^1000000000000000

so touching..T.T
as in before tt i dun really believe any gentlemen still exist in this world..
but hor but hor...
they gave me hope.........
for me to believe there will be something good about this world..
hahaha..gambateh ya boys!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO SO SO SO EXTREMELY PROUD OF U ALL!!!!

*p/s
it reminds me one thing i forgot to thnx to..
once i was carrying super many stuffs as usual as i go to subang or bak to kajang
then hor~i went into this train...i went inside to let ppl to come in mah~
then hor~there's a guy..a MALAY GUY! nt so handsome yet nt so ugly! nt so thin yet nt so fat!
then hor~he looked up at me n he offered me his seat!!! i was like O.O???????
then hor~as usual..i paiseh mah..i said :nonono..it's ok..
then hor~he was like really insisted me to hv his seat...
then hor~he was tired lor..coz rite..he was standing with his closing eyes~T.T
i felt extremely guilty~~~wuu~~~
anyway...REALLY THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!

萤火虫在海底了

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, 6:28 PM

水面上的萤火虫
有见过吗？
我见过~

一闪一闪的好亮丽
我喜欢

沉在海底
听不到
听不到
东也抓
西也抓

看见泡泡
我不喜欢

你理我

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, 6:11 PM

曾经何时
我瞳憬爱情
我渴望爱情
哇~
好多年前吗？
也不是拉~

听到心里在偷偷地告诉我
却努力的保持理智保持沉默
压抑自己催眠自己
是每个女人都需要爱情吗？
多久了
心里不再有感觉
那是忽略？还是逃避？
不知道

我有说出女人的心声吗？
我们是否能自己自立根生？
靠自己走出一片天地？
我相信！
可是~在黑夜里。。
没有了另一半
是否会觉得孤单寂寞？（寂寞难耐~~~yeah o~~~哈哈lamenya~~)

我觉得我长大了。。
想的问题越来越多
秘密也越来越多
烦恼越来越多
人不再是单纯的动物
心机越来越重
真的是很可怕的人类

我有个同学
他真的很现实很自私
不晓得
他有朋友吗？
他比我还孤单寂寞吧~
替他可怜。。
加油·这位讨人厌的同学

就这样
好难让我信任人类
就连我自己
感觉自己在改变
学会了明白了别人的立场
可是还改不了心软的坏习惯
还是一样觉得社会很黑暗
对不起啦~

In a nutshell..hahax...
我很矛盾咯~酱容易的文章。。。
读都读到啦厚？
从爱情扯到社会
看来也只有我这个random的人会做的事吧。。。
哈哈哈哈哈
你理我~ XP

心理测验

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, 5:03 PM

付出型（和藹慷慨，富同情心）

您是外向、快樂、活力充沛、友善、自信、討人歡心，尤其是樂於助人。
您自願為他人提供時間、精力及物質，而且您所贈送的禮物總是經過精心挑選。
您的世界是以人際關係為主，面對別人的需要和感覺有天生的同理心，能調整自己以迎合他人的需要。甚至更徹底地成為別人想要認識的那種人。
您會因應不同的人而有不同的表玩，卻不帶任何欺騙成分。

優點：
您會給他人無條件的愛，讓人覺得溫暖。對別人和善，並且經常給別人鼓勵。

缺點：
當人們對您的不斷付出不以為意，或是視而不見時，您會表達出強度足以震驚他人的情緒或憤怒。

愛情：
專注於一對一的關係，一旦選定和某個人交往，會以精心設計又而深具誘惑的手段攻擊目標，直至「追到手」為止。

您對自己能讓人人都想和您成為情人的能力感到洋洋得意。
「我能讓每個男人感覺自己就像個國王，即使只是共處一夜。我能讓他因為我拿酒杯的特定方式，就永遠都忘不了我。若這是一段較為長期的關係，我會深入調查他所喜歡的一切，驅使這個人上癮。」

安定方位：自我型
在安定的狀態下您會增強情緒的一面，有從親密關係中抽身而出的傾向。

壓力方位：挑戰型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得專制、易怒，最後勃然大怒。
不願遭受控制的慾望會擴大至對自由的渴望，為了維護自己的立場，以平常不曾表現過的方式去抗拒他人的要求。

建意：
注意個人的成就及價值
告訴別人您的需要，並讓他們為您而做
注意「多重人格」的衝突

最渴望：被愛，被別人需要
最恐懼：孤獨，不被喜愛
最難達到的美德：謙卑 (Humility)
最難克服的執念：奉承 (Flattery)

很准的！去看看吧！！！^^

http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx

rojak life

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, 2:17 PM

I LOVE ROJAK!
-fruit rojak
-indian rojak

whatever rojak..
coz my life is a rojak...
XP

my feelings like a rojak...
apple,orange,banana,grapes,watermelon,mango,lemon...except twinkle twinkle little starss~~~
my heart doesnt understand differentiation
it doesnt understand simplify
but it knows intergration very well i tell u..
hahax..
ignore ignore~~~

like tornadoesssssss~
ciao~
PUD~打个臭屁送给你~XD

The one week war

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, 1:59 PM

hooray~~~~
trial is over!!hiak hiak hiak..
XD
the most pathetic week..
finally...omg~
i know i know..
i din put much effort..so it's ok if i got bad result------->the probability--->fail is 95%
aihz..~swt me~=..=lll
see lar..pignya..
it was my first time...
felt so uncomfortable during the exam..
cold like we were hving exam in the refrigerator..gosh~
can do 'freeze' in break dance!!hahax..
felt like vomiting..n saw many twinkle twinkle little stars on the bio paper..
felt like giving up n get off from that shit hall...
MPH---MITOSIS PROMOTING HALL
yea~~promoting cell division..
yea~divide our brain cells to be rubbish..
yea~a hall that divide crazy cells in our body!
the air was so tension.ish~~~
shitnya~so awful...
dun be surprise if u see me laughing like crazy horse in front of the returned test papers..

it was also my only week...
had no appetite at all....woo~~~
so good..can diet..hahax..
saja lar..ignore....XP

cont....
i wish i can break myself into 2..ahaha
then i can be anywhere i like..
i LOVE HOME~
but i LOVE my other HOME too...>.<
buble's home!NICE!ish~~
cherish the moment we still can be together..^^

goodbye my love~我的爱人再见~
ciao everyone..see u during holiday!or after coming back from holiday also can~XD

MUST MISS ME!!!!!
*（whenever u see pudding whenever u see sweet potato~~~hiakhiak)

稻草

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, 1:55 PM

周周的稻草很好听！！
我特地的~~muahahahahaha...
dap我叻dap我叻
我爱上我爱上我爱上
ish~~~
明明就稻草比较顺口。。
呵呵~

BLUEK~
刚刚回到家
好寂寞噢~
雯刚刚走了
哈哈~buai炒蕉。。
muahahaha..saja lar....讲爽罢了嘛..
hiak hiak hiak..
让我废下可以吗？

压抑了好久好久。。
是时候爆炸了吗？
嘿嘿~

牵牵牵手

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Saturday, September 20, 2008, 8:14 PM

牵牵牵手
（载自http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kswiss0403/11602141）
一个我有同感的文章。。一起分享吧！^^

牽牽牽手…牽手是愛情裡最簡單的一招，也是最難的一招，更是最容易忘的一招…也許女生要求牽手的時候不只是要牽手，更希望的是牽著她的心一起走…有苦有樂一起度過…我想…專心在搞一夜情的人應該不會懂…因為他們一直都可以跳過牽手。
曾幾何時，女生開始要求男生牽手…牽手！牽手！牽手！你為什麼過馬路不牽我的手？？男生開始懶得牽手…哎喲～在一起那麼久了還牽…煩不煩啊！！就這樣…十指越來越少扣緊，心事越來越少相容，但彼此還是會接吻擁抱…卻開始跳過第一步驟…牽手…這時候的他們…經過愛情…
直到有一天…男生女生彼此開始牽起另外兩個人的手，男生開始用一些升級版的爛招牽起另一個人的手，女生開始掙扎到不行，但最後也屈服的接納另一個人的手…好笑的是…在這過程中兩人都慢慢學會跳過第一步驟，男生學會得過且過，女生學會不強求…這時候的他們…漸漸跳過愛情…
　　我自己並不是個愛牽手的人…算算一輩子真正牽過的手也少之又少…但我以前總羨慕一件事…看看公園裡的老先生老太太，六七十歲了還緊緊握著對方的手，一雙陪對方走過大半輩子的手…一雙不離不棄的手，彷彿彼此的手紋在上輩子就已經交錯…甚至在醫院裡看到老先生照顧已經是植物人的太太，握著她的手跟她聊天，好像她什麼都聽得見…那雙握著的手好像在說…快樂的時候我們一起走過…妳難過的時候我也不會放手…『手握著…是代表一起承受！』每當這個時候我都會有種想哭的衝動…

That's What Friends Are For

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Friday, September 05, 2008, 11:01 PM

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you(nt the boy boy girl girl love lar..)

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

This is a very meaningful song i hv accidentally found in youtube..swt..==lll

HONEYSSS, again tears on face nt becoz of sadness bt happiness...im so hang fuk to hv true friends..nt many bt true!

Nhor...really..it really means A LOT A LOT to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO bad lar...make me bu she de~~wuu..... (U SEE IT????)

DEPRESSING

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, 8:47 PM

Im sorry if u r reading this....
U can ignore me becoz this post would be an emo and boring post...
jz skip or close and go to another blogger instead~

IM SAD AND UPSET
at first, i thought i wouldn't care about others' thoughts towards me..
but i hv proved that i was totally wrong..
I DO CARE!
***Sin Chan...i understand what u were trying to tell me...
i really do..i understand....i noe u wanted to mk me feel better..
i appreciate it...
but the thing is...
we say it easily but when u try to do it...it's not as easy as what we say..

i tried my best to focus myself on chemistry since i hvn't started any chap yet...
but i really can't concentrate as the bad thing happened keep idling in my brain.......
FANSHUSSS...i really appreciate u all..
thnx for being so caring and understanding.....
im gonna MISS u all badly n crazily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU GUYS!

Tears out.....heart broken...
i went to the lake with my friend jz now...
i crapped a lot and a lot...
but ended up with tears on my face at home...
i hv no idea at all that the things i would hv probably done.....
IM REALLY SORRY IF I HV HURT YOU!

but u, how could u treat me lidat?
i thought we were friends after all........
i forgave...i did......
but now BOOM! the bad feelings come back again...
i don't think i can forget everything and still being friendly to u....
im nt that kind of 2 face ppl.....
i tried to be 2 face ppl but i jz couldn't do it...
i noe being 2 faces is not wrong at all becoz it's abt trust..i noe...
but it's a sin for me!
please don't make false become right!
U noe tat's not true! u noe it!
don't u feel guilty when u accuse ppl?
don't u believe in karma???

2 more months to go...what should i do?
what should i do to please everyone...
im always 38 and crapping nonsense...itz becoz i want my friends to be happy..
i don't tend to hurt anybody....
IM REALLY SORRY AND SORRY AND SORRY if i hv made u upset..

PLEASE...
don't gv me a fake smile...
i can't afford it....
it really hurts!
sry ar fanshuss..
i noe im so stubborn that i keep this in my heart...
i should let it go rite?but i really cannot do it....
i care about friends a lot...
FRIEND IS A BIG WORD IN MY WORLD!
i can't afford to lose friend...except those i really cannot forgive...

if u dislike my 38 ness...
if u r uncomfortable with my lame-ness...
FINE...i can stop being crazy and shut my mouth shut!
FINE....................

IM SO BLUE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*p/s i appreciate those who being honest to me.....lucky to hv friends lidat.....again.................i really love my fanshuss..not becoz u r smart or stupid.....but i really appreciate this friendship!!!!!!
YOU HAVE MY WORD!!!if not...i'll become smash potato one day...hee....can't stop being lame~

bad PUD!

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Thursday, September 04, 2008, 10:44 PM

wtf wtf wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i making use of friends?????
vonne, did i make use of u??
joo, did i?
shiuan did i?
chuan shinn did i did i did i????????????????????????????
small ed did i did i did i ?????????????????????????????????
josh DID I??????????????????????????????????????????????????????

my dear...
omg..im really super duper shocked!!!!!!!
if u dunno me well.....
dun jz simply vomit out things that r nt true!
dun making things become bad as iF u r so right n noe me so well..
dun u dare to accuse me tat i mk use of my friends since u urself used me!
dun u dare to judge me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i believe in KARMA as i said before...as i post before..
how could i dare to do things wrong yet i believe in KARMA!
me myself..i believe that ppl will pay for what they hv done..
me myself..i always try nt doing bad things coz i afraid it'll one day boom bak to me!

n i nw hv to declare tat..
i broke someone's car number plat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wuu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im terrible i noe! i jz walked away...
im coward....
SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok..back to the main point..haha

im nt perfect i noe that!
i angry someone easily but i forgive them easily as well..
as long as u convince me that u r nt tat bad as wat i see..
i show up everything, like or dislike on my face n im very emo
(sry for being quite emo today,vonne..)
im nt 2 face ppl coz i hate it although i noe tat's d way ppl should live nowadays..

see lar..i can't control my mood nw again..
im nw so angry n disappointed...T.T
i don't hv idea that i would give somebody else the bad impression...
i don't know..
who..who else...hate me?
aihz..
somehow..i noe i shudn't care....
mouth is your n brain is your....
heart is your..
depends on how well u noe me...
thnx chng for saying that they don't know me well ^^
it's so HARD to build trust between friends hor...
aihz...

i hate myself....
hate you pud.......stupiak!

lazy

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Monday, September 01, 2008, 9:13 PM

iM so l@zy to revise...
how come???T.T

anyway..today watch WALL-E!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VERY NICE!!
eve~~~~aaa~~~~hahaha..
i was touched by it..wuu~~

p/s* i ate fanshu...really sweet potato!VERY DELICIOUS !!yummy..satisfied...

disaster's cuming...
laziness....gogogo away..

讨论吧

Saturday, September 27, 2008, 8:21 PM

看了一套戏·
偶然的··
发现一个问题的存在。

如果要你们选择
要爱你的人还是你爱的人？

Gentlemen

Friday, September 26, 2008, 7:01 PM

萤火虫在海底了

, 6:28 PM

水面上的萤火虫
有见过吗？
我见过~

一闪一闪的好亮丽
我喜欢

沉在海底
听不到
听不到
东也抓
西也抓

看见泡泡
我不喜欢

你理我

, 6:11 PM

心理测验

, 5:03 PM

付出型（和藹慷慨，富同情心）

優點：
您會給他人無條件的愛，讓人覺得溫暖。對別人和善，並且經常給別人鼓勵。

缺點：
當人們對您的不斷付出不以為意，或是視而不見時，您會表達出強度足以震驚他人的情緒或憤怒。

愛情：
專注於一對一的關係，一旦選定和某個人交往，會以精心設計又而深具誘惑的手段攻擊目標，直至「追到手」為止。

安定方位：自我型
在安定的狀態下您會增強情緒的一面，有從親密關係中抽身而出的傾向。

建意：
注意個人的成就及價值
告訴別人您的需要，並讓他們為您而做
注意「多重人格」的衝突

最渴望：被愛，被別人需要
最恐懼：孤獨，不被喜愛
最難達到的美德：謙卑 (Humility)
最難克服的執念：奉承 (Flattery)

很准的！去看看吧！！！^^

http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx

rojak life

, 2:17 PM

The one week war

, 1:59 PM

稻草

, 1:55 PM

牵牵牵手

Saturday, September 20, 2008, 8:14 PM

牵牵牵手
（载自http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kswiss0403/11602141）
一个我有同感的文章。。一起分享吧！^^

That's What Friends Are For

Friday, September 05, 2008, 11:01 PM

This is a very meaningful song i hv accidentally found in youtube..swt..==lll

HONEYSSS, again tears on face nt becoz of sadness bt happiness...im so hang fuk to hv true friends..nt many bt true!

Nhor...really..it really means A LOT A LOT to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO bad lar...make me bu she de~~wuu..... (U SEE IT????)

DEPRESSING

, 8:47 PM

bad PUD!

Thursday, September 04, 2008, 10:44 PM

lazy

Monday, September 01, 2008, 9:13 PM